This description was updated on 10/23/2025. 

My latest fixed up non-erotic ego death file for those who care:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/TRAPPED_WITHOUT_THE_CONTROL_OF_FEAR_AND_DESIRE_V0

WARNING: Meant to cause a deep and permanent perspective change on life, please read the script for your own safety. This file is an experiment, so there is no guarantee that this file will work as intended. Unintended Consequences are extremely possible! 

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What does this file do?

This file is background/foreground loop that causes ego death.

What is Ego Death and how does it lead to intense human happiness?

I will try to keep this brief and as simple as possible. There are obviously multiple legitimate and contradictory definitions of “Ego Death”. For the purpose of this file, the “ego death” will be defined by a specific change in how the human animal views themselves. Ego death happens when a human’s self perception changes from a “subjective” perception of the human animal’s awareness's to an “objective” perception of the human animal’s awareness. “Normally”, the human animal has a “subjective” view of themselves, meaning, in this case, the human animal thinks they are the “subject” of their own experience. Another way of saying the obvious, you are having the experiencing of yourself. You have the perspective of experiencing yourself.

When one experiences the change of “ego death”, you begin to have the self perception of having no control of what you think, say, or do. It is like being blissfully trapped in another’s body without control. It is like experience a life that has already happened, like being trapped in a life time full dive-VR recording, no ability to change the now or the future because its likes it already happened (because you have no control), BUT BETTER BECAUSE ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN.

Imagine being trapped in a movie character’s lifetime first person perspective (experiencing their feelings, hearing, and seeing), BUT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING ALL THERE EXPERIENCING AND KNOWING, MUCH LIKE ONE EXPERIENCES THE KNOWING OF DREAM CHARACTERS THEY INHABIT.

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT THAT?

YOUR HAPPINESS BECOMES UNCONDITIONAL. IF SOMEONE TORTURES YOU, YOU ARE ALWAYS AT PEACE. JUST FUCKING IMAGINE BEING MINDLESSLY AND EFFORTLESSLY TRAPPED IN AN OTHER'S EXPERIENCE OF LIFE WITHOUT CONTROL

Uses Calimore’s "10 minute background Binaural” as a background. 

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SCRIPT:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/Ego-Death-by-Becoming-your-Sex-Organs-V1

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UNBELIEVABLY IMPORTANT LINKS!!!:

1) HOW TO SEE NON-SELF IN YOUR OWN LIFE:

https://pastebin.com/DakXdS0t

2) This book (PDF) contains several one-on-one conversations in which one person (who experiences no free will) guides another into seeing

the reality of Non Self in their own direct lived experience. This book is straight to the point and almost immediately life changing. There is

simply nothing like it:

https://www.liberationunleashed.com/wp-content/uploads/Gateless_Gatecrashers.pdf

The site on which the PDF is hosted:

https://www.liberationunleashed.com/books/gateless-gatecrashers/

3) This whole site is an amazing guide. IF YOU DON'T HAVE TIME, GO TO THE “Explore Each Fetter” SECTION AND READ ANY OF THE “My Experiences”. A good description of the delusion of self:

https://www.simplytheseen.com/1st-fetter.html

4)  https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why-awakening-is-so-worth-it.html

Other:

https://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/comments/1fz5d1b/practices_for_daily_life_from_zen_master_hakuin/

https://www.ccel.org/ccel/john_cross/canticle.xliii.html

https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/comments/1i7f01q/i_had_a_dreamand_it_changed_everything/#:~:text=We%20remembered%20that%20we%20weren%E2%80%99t,separate